away from you.

Yes! Reports are done and submitted. Results for previous stopover are releasing next week. Some have already gotten their results which were quite unexpected for some. Quite an unfair judgement though. Anyway, I can only do my best for this stopover and pray for the best.

Now, I'm not so worried for my results. Rather, for my OSEP preparation. Sigh. The dates are nearing and have yet to do anything.

I dunno why. My mood gets up and down these few days. Every little things make me upset. I couldn't control my temper and my whole feeling. Dun irritate me or I'll screw you!

Recently, I realised how bossy and irritating some can get. Now I know why some hated working and prefer studying instead. Because when some gets lazy and forgets how to treat one another equally. Let God deals with this kinda person. They ought to be taught a lesson.

Just gotten a Apricot Brown hair dye. Not very obvious as expected. I guess my hair aint able to get the dye on. It feels as dark as ever. Failed again! -.-

Have been watching HotShot (篮球火). Currently at Epi 5. Waiting for Jiajing to pass me Epi 6 tmr! Damn engross with the show. Jerry is too suave. Aww. I'm going crazy. Haha. And Mr. Pig is god damn funny. xD

Shits, I missed the Comex Show this yr again. I think I'll have to go next year. But, I guess the crowds will still be a problem. Uh, forget it.

Dear took up this job to help his uncle deliver goods and machinery from place to place. It sounds easy. Actually, not. It is exhausting. He nearly got his finger fractured because of his fatigue job. Sigh. And, of course it took up most of his time. I just hope he drives carefully and safely.

I have a sudden urge of going into retail sector. Hmm..

Last day of orders for Mooncakes! I actually receive a call from my neighbours! Hah. Like finally. At least my flyers weren't wasted.

Ugh! I dun wanna pay for that stocks of yours. It's not my fault that your stocks are missing.

i feel a distant from you.
i miss you-

Weird dreams, strange feelings.

Recently, I dreamt of some friends which I don't contact them often and I actually had a Deja Vu inside my dream. I was like 'eh?'. Oh ya. I was a little tipsy in my dream too. I drank abit with my friend. And, of cos it's only in my dream. Hah. How weird.

Before I slept last night, i was pondering, if my childhood dream of being a Taiwanese singer came true, would I be feeling happier than what I am now? For that moment, I'm just glad I'm a Singaporean, living a simple life. Maybe because I was tired.

I guess my moodswing is doing its job again. I was easily agitated by certain people and certain actions. I got so fcuked up with everything that irritates my nerves, even if it's abit. Today, it's the Chinese from China. I don't feel like elaborating but I think government should stop importing some non-talented Cheenas. They are irritating and it is definitely bringing down Singapore's customer service to a very low standard. x(

I don't know if you have read the news today about the investigation of the 2 16-year-old guys that committed suicide. They played World of Warcraft and went crazy about it. They even wrote diaries about their so-called 'wife' and their mission or sth like that. It really creeps me when I related them to 'The Death Note' story. My bro used to play this Warcraft game which he was addicted to during his NS time. Luckily, he managed to return back to reality of studying when he started school in Uni. Hmm. I guess this game will be banned in times to come.

Last Friday, I went cycling with Dear again. This time was a long journey. Our intention was to cycle to Chong Pang to have Nasi Lemak. End up, we cycled further after having our lunch at a coffee shop in Chong Pang. We passed by Bottle Tree Park, Yishun Park, some unfamiliar blocks (just exploring), Sembawang Park (but din cycle in since it's drizzling) and finally back to Admiralty to have dinner before cycling home. Damn shagged when you need to cycle up and down the slope with the aftermath of my 2.4km run. My thigh ached so much and is still aching now. Afterall, I still enjoy cycling with Dear more than running alone. (: Let's date out to cycle again, okay Dearie?

Now, let me have some rest and I'll add on if I think of anything tomorrow. Nights!

Mooncakes on sales!

Finally! I jogged 2.4km just now around Fushan Park. Hah. My jogging plan always fail, either I'm lazy or it started to rain. -.- Anyway, I cycled with Dear yesterday too! :D Before that, we caught a flick at Cwp Money Not Enough 2. Teared/Cried like hell. Dear's shoulder was constantly wet. xD The show is really touching esp when the granny pulled out the breathing pipe and gave up the O minus blood just to save her granddaughter. Really, treat your parents better. They use all their life to give you the best and what do they get in return? Nothing. They yearn for nothing. If your care and concern can make them feel happy, why not?

While Dear and I were cycling around his old estate (which was also mine), many childhood memories flashed through his mind as he demonstrated the games they used to play when he was young. For me, I had little memories of my old house. I couldn't even remember which block did I actually stayed in before. Hah. I think somehow part of my memories are swept away as I grow. Aiya. My storage device (brain) is only 512MB, so bound to erase some memories in the past to store in new ones mah.

Anyway, I'll be selling Mooncakes for Personal Selling. There will be discounts offered to us, so order from me! :D

The following are the brands that I sell:
-Tung Lok (Very well-known brand in Singapore, the older generations should know. Buy for your parents/grandparents! They'll be REAL happy!)
-Goodwood Park Hotel (Also quite well-known, guaranteed good quality!)
-Gelare (ICE CREAM MOONCAKES! Well liked by children/teenagers! Yum yum!)
-Xin Cuisine
-BreadTalk
-Season (The only company that sells Halal mooncakes.)

If you're interested, you can IM me through my msn for more details. :D Thanks!

Off to school!

MSC Fusion

I have a sudden fetish for Leona Lewis songs. I guess it started from the song 'Bleeding Love'. Her voice is superb! Thus, I updated some of her songs inside my playlist. (:

This week was a fatigue week with MSC training for 5 days full-day shift. My feet still feel so sore now. Altho I tried to sit on my shop's cabinet whenever I can, I still feel my veins screaming in pain. By the way, I was posted to Fusion and paired with Ai Fang for 9 weeks. zzzzzzzz. Please, save me from that LOUD, always-return-unnecessary-stocks and ignore-my-reply girl! It's only a week okay! -.- Fusion's bored with these people, esp there's a worm nua-ing around. So BORED! Zoe, help! I cant stand people with inflexible mind. x(

Overall, I think MSC is quite fun cause my childhood wish of being a cashier fulfilled! I had such fun using the POS system. Cool man! Close shift and end day are the best part! When you calculated the right amount of money, you'll feel a tinge of success (as tho' the profits are yours)! Now, I feel like working in the retail department but I dun wanna stand whole day. ): I shall try working part-time then.

I have this urge to learn dancing again. Sigh. Maybe I should find a cheap dance course to learn dance soon. Let me plan my schedule again.

5 months left to Germany.
I'll miss you. )':

Listening to: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

I seriously need to slim down.

End of BSU HumanLink!

Finally! It's the end of my full shift stopover - BSU HumanLink. It's a relief and a pity that i'm leaving BSU. Relief that full shift is over and pity that BSU members may not meet again because all of them are of different courses. *snifffffs* Nevertheless, I brought my camera (my bro's back and I got back my camera!) to sch to take photos with the rest of the teams as memories. :D I will miss BSU!

Did I just mention my bro's back? Yes, he was backed on 5 Aug, last tue. He flew back from HongKong after a trip to Xiamen from Fujian. Went to pick him up in the midnight with my mum and his friends. It was really tiring! On the same day, I sat in front of the laptop the whole day, rushing my Summary Reports. Damn, I only managed to finish last min before I sat HuiMin's car to the airport. Glad the reports are over! xD

Backtrack abit.
30/7 - Mum's Birthday! Brought her to Square2 to do Manicure and Pedicure. Actually not very good lo. -.- I hate that Cheena auntie! Keep interrupting my words with my mum. Damn it. Service still not very well done. They made my fingers and foot bled. x( But, at least i'm still quite satisfied with the nailart done with only half price $25. Shall not go back again after the package ends! Anyway, after pampering ourselves, we went for a little shopping and met Dear to have dinner. While going home, Dear went to buy a small birthday cake and gave mum a surprise! She was shocked when Dear suddenly appeared in front of her with a cake. Haha. Thanks, Dear!

31/7 - Caught the first Horror/Triller movie with Dear 'Prom Night'. The story plot is simple but it did frighten me. I rate it 3.5/5.

1/8 - Sharing Session with BSU. I teared and surprisingly 39-year-old Robin cried! We were so shocked when he suddenly burst out crying. Actually, it doesn't seems so emotional. It's because of the song, atmosphere and Joanna's speech. Damn touching la!

5/8 - Rushing for reports and fetching Bro.

8/8 - Last day of BSU! Finished up the reports and took photos with the other teams. (:

9/8 - Dear gave me a big surprise! He lend a car from his friend and drove me to Henderson Waves, Tiong Bahru Plaza to have lunch, East Coast Park, back to fetch his family to Sembawang to have dinner and finally drove my mum home! I thought i was going to wear the sports shoes to take mrt down to harbourfront. Thank god, Dear fetch me with a car! :D Elated and excited as I was when I sat beside him. I was not abit frightened of his driving skills. It is very smooth.

Dear, thanks for bringing back the feeling that had past for 5 years. Thanks for the Saturday's plan! I knew you put in alot of effort for yesterday's event and I enjoyed myself very much. Rest well! It's tiring to drive from morning till midnight. I love you, sweets. You made my day.

Photos will be up in myphotoalbum soon. Will upload again next time. Sleeping now. Ciaos.